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I'm going to have to do a fic dump onto this journal to get it started, and it may uh, clog up your circles for a bit.

I hear a toilet plunger helps.

- Mel
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Manic-depression blows big donkey gonads.

-Lore
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Creep



When you were before, couldn't look in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice, when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here, ohhh ohhhh

She's running again....
She's running, she run, run, run, run....run....

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
cyanide_breathmint: This is a tiny panda shopped into the inception hallway scene (Default)
You know... I'm getting despondent again.

http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?itemid=11722870&nc=7

This says it all. I just emailed Erika about the hosting. *sigh* At least I should tie up some loose ends before I die. So I'm getting to it.

-Lore
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I'm feeling better now. Kinda homicidal, but better,

*goes out to the arcade to play King of Fighters*

-Lore

PS: Sean, Eliot, when I head Stateside, I'm gonna bake cookies for you.
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Kindness is a burden.
Integrity is a weakness.
I am a fucking blooming idiot.
I think some people somewhere will agree with that, and advocate that I die right now.
Unfortunately... not yet.

I can't call myself a saint, because I am clearly not one. But I don't think I deserve some things. And personally, I'm tired of the pain and the hurting.

What does one do?

I have yet to figure out.

Sometimes suicide sounds like a good thing.

Godammit. Godammit all.

-Lore
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Song of the day, which relates to my mood. A little something by Radiohead, off their Amnesiac CD. It's good, if depressing and rather unnerving.

Packt Like Sardines In A Crushed Tin Box


After years of waiting nothing came
As your life flashed before your eyes
You realise

I'm a reasonable man
Get off, get off, get off my case (x2)
I'm a reasonable man
Get off my case
Get off my case

After years of waiting
After years of waiting nothing came
And you realise you're looking,
Looking in the wrong place

I'm a reasonable man
Get off my case (x2)
I'm a reasonable man
Get off my case (x2)
I'm a reasonable man
Get off my case (x3)

After years of waiting
You're a reasonable man
Get off our case (x3)
I'm a reasonable man,
Get off my case (x3)

I'm a reasonable man,
Get off my case (x3)
I'm a reasonable man,
Get off my case (x3)
cyanide_breathmint: This is a tiny panda shopped into the inception hallway scene (Default)
I've changed the settings on my LJ to have friends post comments only. Mainly because there have been comments posted by people who I do not want around.

Now, to break the usual businesslike hum of my usual ramblings, to unleash what bitchinesss I hide in the depths of my soul... that is if I have one.

Blush, I've already broken off all contact with you, and I don't care what you do on your site. Just don't post on my LJ. I am tired of all this, and I want to be left alone. Your problems are yours, I don't want to have to deal with them, or have to listen. I don't care what kind of a cold blooded bitch you think I am. I have my own mental health to worry about. Quit that whiny "oh lore doesn't care oh angst" thing, or at least leave me out of it. My peace of mind will be much improved if you diss me behind my back instead of posting it on my Livejournal.

Grow up a little, will you? I don't want to care because you don't want to help yourself. So there. I don't care how biased and subjective my comments are because I don't give a shit about what happens to you from now on. Leave me alone.


Ok, back to regularly scheduled sugar coated la la happiness. I apologize for any inconvenience caused to people who want to comment on my site via LJ. Please email me to comment, as you can see that the whole pleasant LJ posting thing has just been derailed.

-Lore,
who is pulling no punches and very very annoyed

PS: Thanks for ruining my day, immature brat.
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http://www.mmcafe.com/news09-05-01.html

Mmm, KoF 2001 looks good. Especially when my bet that the Ikari team would be filled out with Heidern seems to be right. Yay! I can use Heidern the Original Badass, with Leona, his Protege Badass, in the same team!

-Lore
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Ok, site update done. Except for some strange reason people can't see my site. Some can, and some get "server not found" Stupid computers and their stupid ideas of logic.

-Lore
cyanide_breathmint: This is a tiny panda shopped into the inception hallway scene (Default)
Been recoding pages for -hours-.

I feel like -bleep-.

Here's a preview anyway... http://www.evanescentangst.net

-Lore
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Site redesign is going smoothly. Somehow I woke up with this... urge to put the games down and start work again.

I'll see how it goes.
cyanide_breathmint: This is a tiny panda shopped into the inception hallway scene (Default)
Stupid computer. Monitor flicker is getting me worried. It doesn't help that my video card is an ancient thing best preserved for the edification of future generations.

God if it burns out I can't afford a replacement.

-Lore
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If I don't post about this I never will. I'm working on an online comic about the world of Japanese arcade fighters, seen from the standpoints of the characters involved. So far it reads kinda like a cross between Ninja High School, Teenagers From Outer Space, Gundam Wing, Utena, and well... the '95 to '97 arcs of King of Fighters. Blend and serve garnished with pretty pictures. I'll start posting character pics at some point.

Site recode is going very slowly mainly because I have gotten addicted to Arcanum, and I turn my PC on to play pretty videogames.

Man I'm lazy.

-Lore
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Y'know, I just realized my dream of backpacking across Europe to see the Alhambra and the Louvre might have gone up in smoke. Airline fees are going up, airlines are going down, and the whole near-xenophobic security issue doesn't make it any more fun.

*sigh*

-Lore
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http://www.megatokyo.com/index.php?strip_id=172

Notice how Piro has his hair done like Lain from Serial Experiment: Lain?
That cute little hair-tie on the end of the side-lock.

I swear someday I'm gonna do Serial Experiments: Piro, about a fanboy growing increasingly lost in the world of dating games and shojo manga.

-Lore
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Okay, today I have decided to do some art with some mature content in it. It's basically an exercise in pose, anatomy, and skintones, and I just might post it. Or not.

Depends on if I get the balls up to post potentially NC-17 art in my site.. and stuff.

-Lore
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http://www.megatokyo.com/index.php?strip_id=171

Almost as weird as the Para Para dance machines.

Almost.

-Lore

blarg

Sep. 24th, 2001 12:31 pm
cyanide_breathmint: This is a tiny panda shopped into the inception hallway scene (Default)
I am not a morning person. In fact, my equivalent of morning is actually early afternoon.

Used to have neighbors who woke me up. In my apartment block the places share a common corridor. My bedroom window overlooks the common corridor right outside their front porch.

The kids loved to sit there and well... make noise. I could call it singing, but even their whistling was out of tune. And the constant baby talk to their big big dog. Honestly I don't hate them, but when I sleep at 4 AM on normal nights, being woken at 7 AM with a wall of noise is annoying. Especially when the noise will not stop until noon.

They just moved yesterday though. I pray some hi-fi enthusiast doesn't move in... the living room shares a wall with my bedroom, and I've had horrid experiences with my previous neighbors and their home entertainment system.

-Lore

-not a morning person-
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http://www.evanescentangst.net/images/cosplay.jpg

This is an example of my CG art... SNK vs Capcom fanart.

Aren't Leona and Cammy cute? Especially dressed like that ^_^

-Lore
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